Believe it or not, I was never into Angelina Jolie until recently. I had that feeling before that Jolie is just one of those androgynous poster girls that would claim fame due to her being eccentric especially on a place called Hollywood. Until I got to see 1999's 'Girl Interrupted'[where Jolie won her first Oscar] just two weeks ago and found her really sexy. Man, Shu Qi would kill me for this. Hehehe, I wish. Anyway, it is a good point that Jolie admitted to her former lesbian love affair, so I am convinced now that she is gay. What a real good thing! And to melt our hearts out, here's a transcript of her  magazine interviews. Read and have fun. And maybe we should all watch "Gia" together eh?

Spectrum Magazine, March 6th, 2002: (excerpt from article)
"Born to be Wild"

She is equally frank about her lesbian leanings, leading to a recent confession that she had enjoyed an affair with a girlfriend: "I did some modelling years ago and shared a cabin with one woman," she says. "I was in my black pants and t-shirt, watching television. She was in a little g-string, putting lotion on her whole body, with nail care too, making sure every single inch of her legs were shaved. It was sexy for me to see a woman like that. She looked all glossy and I wanted to eat her. You have to live for moments like that."
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"I prefer curvy women and I could only get so curvy, because I am very lanky and angular. But to finally have some decent breasts and a backside is great. I have never worn such tight clothes before. (talking about her "Tomb Raider" character Lara Croft)



Unknown UK Magazine:
"When I was 20, I fell in love with somebody who happened to be a woman, I wanted to be close to her because I had feelings for her."

Elle Magazine, unknown issue:
Are you bisexual?
"It's like somebody saying, 'Would you be with someone tall or of a different race?' Its such a dumb question. I married a man because I need somebody physically stronger than me. It just feels nice. I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down."

GQ Magazine, unknown issue:
Angelina was once voted the "actress most straight women would like to have sex with" by readers of an US magazine. She was asked to comment this:
"That's OK, because I'm the actress most likely to have sex with them."
Later on in the interview they mentioned an earlier interview where she revealed that she had been with another woman.
"I was open about it because I wanted people to know that I had been with a woman. I spoke about it because I'd discovered something wonderful and I thought people should know my experience was very real, very normal and there were a lot of things I learnt. It was beautiful and different so I thought I would share it. But people decided to make it shocking…"

New York Post, unknown date:
Jon Voight's actress daughter Angelina Jolie has "Ellen" fever. Angelina, who stars in the upcoming HBO movie "Gia," says she's "quite free" with her sexuality and loved the lesbian scenes with co-star Elizabeth Mitchell.
"She hadn't done a love scene before and she hadn't been with a woman before, and I had done those things," she tells The Cable Guide.
"I was looking forward to kissing her and touching her and watching her discover that and hopefully, enjoy it. I think she did. I become more romantic with women. I love women. I hope gay people, gay women, are happy about it (the movie). Anything that felt that good couldn't possibly be bad."

G is this new girl's name on my phonebook, for whatever reason, I really did not bother to know. It's not like I don't know her real name, I mean, yea I completely do and  it starts with an M , but for the fancy language thing, I've been recently naming the "ladies" with initials. Maybe it's because I want to create a different character other than what their name says. Maybe I am a little obsessive compulsive when it comes to naming because I picture people depending on names. Let's say I might get attracted to someone named Alex although that person could be a loser. It's just the name game flame for me sometimes, and I really  find it unusual. My friends know me for having that thing with names. I describe people on the manner on what name could suit them. There's this one time when I was discussing to one of the fraternity boys that I know a brod of their fraternity who was really kind to me, when that guy asked me for the name of the brod, I said "Uhm, I forgot but he looks like an "Erwin". And so, I've been ususally teased by these people for my naming thing.

Before we get any further, let's go back with G.

G as you see lives about 20 minutes away from my place, just right next to my town. She works in a nearby hospital ang got my number thru her friend who exchanged phonebooks with her. Can you believe that someone you don't know that well could give your number away to some stranger? Unbelievable. Anyway, few months back, I already removed G's friend from my phonebook because the first time I spoke with her on the phone, she was a tight rope bitch for real, who measured people by the way they pronounce "comfortable" (another weirdo). And so , I just told myself to forget about G's friend and remove her. Bye bye baby.

But then, after a couple of weeks, G's number (that used to be with her friend) kept appearing on my phone because of her spontaneous calls that I missed. Now, I am not the type of person who would die once their cellular phones got out of sight. I leave my phone at home if I'm not meeting anyone important or if I'm not waiting for any call from the relatives abroad or somewhere else. To tell you frankly, I wasn't minding G's number (which I thought still belonged to her bitchy friend) appearing on my caller ID because nonetheless, I never liked G's friend as you can tell. 

And so, I had to make a firm reaction. I dialled the number and there was a different voice who answered my supposed to be "kindly stop calling me" who turned to a rather less impertinent "hi, uhm, are you also from that school?" There was a kind response at the other end so she just continued calling my number and I allowed her to do that and spam(?!) my missed call list.

Only recently, G and I exchanged text messages and I am discovering that there's something about G that I might go for. I don't know, it is really early. Although,  one night [bet she's toad drunk], she texted me and asked if I could drop by her place and take her away! Man,I'm such a loser because I didn't and made some excuses rather than telling her that "My parents are at home. I can't go out, they might notice me." What a shame on my end! And so, I told her I'll pick her up, but not tonight, some other time I guess. And maybe she got a little disappointed with that , that is why I don't see her name much often these past few days on my caller ID. Oh, maybe I missed her too. Ouch.

*I guess I'd like a real vulnerble alcoholic girl like me too.

I guess it's really not a good idea to add your ex to your friendster's list. Damn. Because it is not good to see her picture while you are over the process of forgetting her and worse, to see a picture of her together with her good-for-nothing rockstar. What the hell. But I have really noticed something about Ex the past few months, that she is becoming more pathetic. I mean, see those dark fingernails and background on her pictures (and what's the buzz with the knife.), oh and maybe she really is crazy , huh?(Just go and kill yourself or better, kill that other girl) . Just for me I don't want to talk about her/neither do I want to talk to her. It's just that she is not the one person I used to know or will know. Oh , and by the way, maybe she ran away from me because I made her sane. And the Other, that good for nothing Other ,only brought out the worse in her. Pity little girl.