G is this new girl's name on my phonebook, for whatever reason, I really did not bother to know. It's not like I don't know her real name, I mean, yea I completely do and  it starts with an M , but for the fancy language thing, I've been recently naming the "ladies" with initials. Maybe it's because I want to create a different character other than what their name says. Maybe I am a little obsessive compulsive when it comes to naming because I picture people depending on names. Let's say I might get attracted to someone named Alex although that person could be a loser. It's just the name game flame for me sometimes, and I really  find it unusual. My friends know me for having that thing with names. I describe people on the manner on what name could suit them. There's this one time when I was discussing to one of the fraternity boys that I know a brod of their fraternity who was really kind to me, when that guy asked me for the name of the brod, I said "Uhm, I forgot but he looks like an "Erwin". And so, I've been ususally teased by these people for my naming thing.

Before we get any further, let's go back with G.

G as you see lives about 20 minutes away from my place, just right next to my town. She works in a nearby hospital ang got my number thru her friend who exchanged phonebooks with her. Can you believe that someone you don't know that well could give your number away to some stranger? Unbelievable. Anyway, few months back, I already removed G's friend from my phonebook because the first time I spoke with her on the phone, she was a tight rope bitch for real, who measured people by the way they pronounce "comfortable" (another weirdo). And so , I just told myself to forget about G's friend and remove her. Bye bye baby.

But then, after a couple of weeks, G's number (that used to be with her friend) kept appearing on my phone because of her spontaneous calls that I missed. Now, I am not the type of person who would die once their cellular phones got out of sight. I leave my phone at home if I'm not meeting anyone important or if I'm not waiting for any call from the relatives abroad or somewhere else. To tell you frankly, I wasn't minding G's number (which I thought still belonged to her bitchy friend) appearing on my caller ID because nonetheless, I never liked G's friend as you can tell. 

And so, I had to make a firm reaction. I dialled the number and there was a different voice who answered my supposed to be "kindly stop calling me" who turned to a rather less impertinent "hi, uhm, are you also from that school?" There was a kind response at the other end so she just continued calling my number and I allowed her to do that and spam(?!) my missed call list.

Only recently, G and I exchanged text messages and I am discovering that there's something about G that I might go for. I don't know, it is really early. Although,  one night [bet she's toad drunk], she texted me and asked if I could drop by her place and take her away! Man,I'm such a loser because I didn't and made some excuses rather than telling her that "My parents are at home. I can't go out, they might notice me." What a shame on my end! And so, I told her I'll pick her up, but not tonight, some other time I guess. And maybe she got a little disappointed with that , that is why I don't see her name much often these past few days on my caller ID. Oh, maybe I missed her too. Ouch.

*I guess I'd like a real vulnerble alcoholic girl like me too.